In April 1999, when The Flaming Lips performed "Feeling Yourself Disintegrate" live at XFM Radio Studios in London, they were riding high on the wave of critical acclaim surrounding their album *The Soft Bulletin*, released just a year earlier in 1998. This album marked a significant turning point for the band, moving away from their earlier, more chaotic sound toward lush, orchestral arrangements and introspective lyrics. The live performance of "Feeling Yourself Disintegrate," a deeply emotional track that encapsulates the essence of that album, showcases their ability to evoke a sense of melancholy while also delivering a stunning live experience. It’s also worth noting that *The Soft Bulletin* was their first album to gain substantial mainstream recognition, representing a transformative period in their career. This shift not only broadened their audience but also solidified their identity in the alternative rock scene. Each note they played that day echoed a sense of experimentation—a reminder that even in disintegration, beauty can thrive.